Longing for Desert
Desert days are like any other
but for the call to leave the world
and walk deep sand
beneath a fierce sun
where the world shimmers near then far
like a heart tracking its own beat.
Here I too shimmer, near then far,
under a hotter, inner sun.
Seared within and without,
I roil and bubble, ever anew.
Having and losing
share the moment.
I am saner than ever I remember.
All that is not me falls away.
I am exposed and
take my name from harmony.
It has always been so, I see,
though I’ve spent myself on the known
and hid from the sun.
Striving slows and sharpens,
and I spin toward myself.
Only light matters.
In this I am no different
from the mesquite and saltbush
dotting this arid land
where desire sleeps
in the arms of being
and I am
who I am
that I am
as I am.